I'm trying to update this for a particular person to read, because I apparently don't write enough interesting stuff in my journal anymore (Not my fault that my life is dull as hell, aside from playing with cleaning supplies occaisonally or driving to the airport). I do the same shit everyday. I'm so fuckin tired of smoking weed and doing nothing else. I'ma try to keep this a positive entry, but I don't have much positive stuff to talk about. I have one nice thing in my life, but I'm not sure for how much longer - which sorta sucks a lot of ass...a lot. But I guess I have to enjoy it while it lasts... Sold my gun, so now I can't shoot myself in the head...goddamnit. Shoulda thought that through more. Have to find a new job as soon as I can so that I can take Meghan to Busch Gardens and do some more beans with her. Or something. Hurry Up Sunday.